Chinese Spirit Culture..

Ok .. I should be posting this much early.. haha.. but I don’ have the picture so I couldn’t.. nevermind.. I snatched some picture from keryn’s blog.. we got the second for our dance competition..haha.. these are some pictures below..^^..the competition was held in June if not mistaken.. not important for the date la.. XD.. umm.. we really trained so hard for few month for that competition..
That night, we were all so nervous and many Arang Knights came to support us.. we had waited for hours as our performance was the last..tiring zzz. .however, we did our best and we got second.. Smk baku got the first..haha .. We danced Boa’s song- Eat You Up.. and the champion danced Rain’s song- Rainisnm
Boa VS Rain

This is the stage we were going to dance on that night ...

Practicing at the staircase in the morning before the rehearsal ~~

Acting COOL!! but actually very nervous..zzz ( before the competition )

Yea !!! Soulless the best !!

Boa (Arang) VS Rain (Baku)

FANSHU !~!

this is me!!

Dream ~

It was 9.30 p.m after I did my revision,
I became more lazy even next Monday is my exam day,
I watched television programme,
So damn!!
Nothing to watch at all,
Of course I sms with friends too,
It was then 11.30 after I decided not to watch television at such a late time,
My godbrother also not yet slept that time,
We chat a while for Friday’s plan,
But due to some reason,
My plan cancelled,
After half an hour,
I decided to sleep ( 12.00 a.m)

I closed my eyes,
What I saw was a dark vision,
Yes, it was a dream,
A few minutes passed,
An image came in front of me after the dark vision turn a bit blur and change more clearer,
I saw some friends,
Some were laughing,
Some were crying….

What place am I now ??
I asked myself,
I was in my school,
no more in uniform,
I heard my name,
It was my form teacher calling me.

“ lester, ini keputusan kamu ! “

I took that piece of paper from her hand,
I shivered,
My feeling change from nervousness to sadness,
My parents did not speak a word,
Not a smile on their face,
But the feeling of disappointed,
I got no A’s,
I never know I would get that result,
At least I can get A for mathematics,
But I don’t.,
Tears brimmed at the edge of my eyes.

I rubbed off my tears,
Then I realized I had woke up,
And it was already nine something,
I woke up late,
Continue my “duty” again,
That is study!!

Will that dream turns into my real life ??
Is that the result I will be getting for my SPM ??
I don’t know..
Wait to be released from these anxiety..
Eat barbiturate!!
ZzzzZ..………………………………………………………………………………………………

Speechless........!

“ Spm is coming soon “
This is what I can hear around me..
I know !! It is coming soon..
Nervousness filled my soul..
The feeling is haunting me..
I don’t want to feel it ..
I wish to jump out from this feeling..
Who can I ask help from..
Only God knows how I feel…
My life filled with boredom..
I face all the reference books everyday..

Craps !!
I hate to study whole day..
My godbrother told me that I should take some time for relaxation..
No!!
If I kept wasting my time like that , I am not able to finish my revision..
I just promised to relax but actually I din’t..
Felt sorry to my godbrother as I cheated..
Hope he understand..

Stress !!
It is just like killing me slowly..
I am sure I would “burst” someday..
Or I will crazy one day..
Everytime I try to concentrate, surely there are something that can distract me easily..
Anything is possible..
When can the time pass more faster ,faster till the day I finish my Spm..??

11A’s!!
I know there are many people supporting me..
But this make me even scared..
Scared that I would disappoint them..
My future will all gone..
I am so depress..…………………………………………………………………………………………….

Cant concentrate !!!

Spm is just around the corner..
I have no confident at all..
I cant even think of an subject that i have most confident on..
I mean confident to score A..

My parents have high expectation on me..
And my aunts..
And my uncles..
And my grandparents too.

I better don think about it !!
Those problems are very annoying..
I don't know what can i say anymore..
T.T..
That's all..

Test papers too ~ Zzzzz

30 of September 2009.....

Today..
Three subjects had given back..
There are some changes for the for some subjects..
Haiz...
Some subjects sucks !!!....

First subject..
Physics- 70%..
Last time also the same marks..
Aduh!!...
I think some of my answer correct le ?!?..
Ask teacher again..
Haha, finally get 10 marks..
10 divided by 2 equals 10..
New physics mark - 75%..
Phew~!!..

Next..
History- 86%..
At least improved from 78% to 86%..
Won't sia soi big fanshu liow..
XD..

Third..
Moral- 62%..
The mark so " kanasai"..
But improved too..
lol...
Some answer correct le..
Teacher don't accept..
He say will check again..
Now my test paper at him there..
Zzzzzz..

What marks had changed ???...
Biology ..
From 78% to 79% and now 80%..
Teacher counted my marks wrongly..
Chemistry..
From 79% to 80%..
Both get A1..
Haha..
XD...

Lolz..
Fanshu wanna study hard hard to score good marks liow..
Cant play play le..
Goodluck to fanshu and the big fanshu..
And all my friends...
lol

Test Papers ^^

29 of september of 2009...

Today...
Teacher gave back our test paper...lol
Six subjects...
Was thinking that i would die today this morning...
No confident enough towards myself...
I guess i would get low marks...
I usually get low marks...
lol...

First subject...
English - 69 %
I ask teacher to check my test paper again..
69% so "alang-alang"...
Find one mark to get 70%...
But teacher very " ngiao chi"..
Said that she is very strict..
Strict "da bian" a...

Next subject(s)...
Maths and Addmath...
Maths -90% ^^..
Addmaths- 68% ^^..
I had improved in maths for 4 marks..
For addmaths, i improved 26 marks..
Happy for both results...
Damn it, teacher forget to mark one page of my addmaths test paper..
Finally, plus one mark..
69%

Forth subject..
Biology - 76%
Wat ?!?..
Last time 78% le!!
" Pia " marks with teacher..
Teacher agreed my answers and plus 4 marks..
4 marks divided by 2 equals 2 marks..
New biology mark - 78%
Haha, same as last time liow..

Fifth subject..
Bm - 62%..
The lowest mark for today..
Bm teacher said :" sangat teruk!!"..
Lol, i got eyes, can see, sure i know teruk la..

Last subject..
Chemistry- 79 %
Walao, so surprised..
Never get that high before..
Haha..

Conclusion..
All improved..
1 A1, 2 A2, 2 B3,1 B4..
^^....XD

Half study~ half play...

~ The Hills Have Eyes 2 ~

~ Celine Dion ~

Lol... the title so lame... ummm..well today i went to my brother, louis's house to study , by means group study..But we played too.. for sure..i woke up in the early morning at about seven i think, forget already.lol..XD.. later then, i went to have breakfast with my family at third miles there, i just ordered a cup of milo and ate a " cha siu" bun.. not nice.. then, my father brought me to my brother's house and i arrived at about nine i think..i know it was too early, probably had disturbed their sleeping time, sorry for that..that early morning, i went into his Tv room to watch Celine Dion concert, while he was having breakfast with his father, you see, i disturbed people having breakfast liow..haiz.. lol... after that, we learned "sejarah" , we did the past year exercise but that made us even sleepy, we managed to finished only 40 questions..haha.. so lame.. after that we went to watch movie to relax for a while.. we watch the " The Hills Have Eyes 2 ", that movie frightened me, so i hide myself behind brother's chair, but my brother don't know about that..haha..lol..after that we had our lunch..It's the Curry "Beehun", so delicious and full.. burrrpp~ ooops!!.. haha ^^.. after that, brother's father decided to stick the egg container inside the Tv room in order to absorb high pitch sound waves so that there was no sound pollution .. me and my brother used the spray to spray the egg containers, i took the gold one and he took the blue one..after that , the egg containers were all sticked on the wall..haha..quite nice and special but brother did not like it so much..lol..it was already three in the noon after we finished , so immediatly we took bath, the weather "si pe" hot..lol after that we played computer for a while, really for a while..we also play magics.. his magic are really so lame as mine.. haha.. then, we continued to study later but brother seemed to be very sleepy and actually me too.XD... he then pushed up so that he wont be that sleepy.. haha funny guy!! XD.. in a blinked of eye, it came to 5:45, we had our exercise at the garden nearby, unfortunately i dont have sport shoes so i wear brother's slipper there,, lol his foot size bigger than me.. after back home, we took bath again and then had our dinner, nice meal!! lol, so fuuulllll!!!!!! almost vomit~ then we continued study again, we revised biology as i forgot almost of the thing i had learned before, but brother kept saying :" dont kei kei la!!" haiz, watever, i know i am not kei kei then enough liow..at about nine, brother's father brought me home and that very ma fan him..very paiseh , at least brother know where my house liow.. then, i am so boring at home.. so message brother lo..i dont want to watch movie with father because his movie type was totally different from me.. i dont want to play with my brother because i have no the same interest as him and i prefer to play with friends with almost the same age with me, and so i decided chat with brother and friends lo.. but i dont know which friend to find..T.T sob sob~~.. brother also busy having supper with family but at last he also chat with me.. what i hate most is that night, my feeling change from high to boring..i just can sigh!! >.<

Year End Plan...XD

Woohoo... i had planned with some friends to go for vacation after SPM..( stupid exam)..well, we chose to go to Damai.. keryn had booked two rooms for us..Of course boys one room and girls one room.. we will be spending our time there for three days two nights...XD.. it's CooL!!!..look at the picture above.. surely was not taken by me. i have no skills to take any picture..T.T sob sob... nevermind, can learn de ma. I grabbed the picture from google lar.. look at the crystal blue sea and the breath-taking scenary, just feel wanna jump into the deep blue sea to freeze myself.. then i become an ice statue on the sea.. haha.. isn't it damn cool ?? yeah, for sure!! Hmmm.. if not mistaken, ten of us will be going there..me, kailoong, yiksze, anderson, guoqiang, warren, keryn, kahhung, ivelyn and wanching.. that's all i think.. haha.. to those who don't know how to go damai, i had prepared something for you ..below~~~

A MAP TO DAMAI RESORT!!!!

haha... hmmm.. after back from Damai.. i planned to go to my brother house at stampin there to watch movie... haha.. he is the only child in his family so i go to play with him lo... if not i will be boring staying at home too.. but, not yet get permission from him to go to his house... haha.. i will ask soon.. ...^^.. then maybe, i will go to cyber at jalan song with him lo.. i wanna go there to play game la.. cant really play online game at home.. mum not allow me to suf internet too long.. haiz... so only can ask help from brother to drive me there if he don't mind...XD..

Ayumi...Fanshu like so...

Well... i don't know much about this lady.. but i know a fanshu know this lady better than me.. She is Ayumi. She is the only japanese lady i know who is a singer... nope...should be second.. haha.. i know Utada first.. i know Ayumi has a good voice and can dance well too.. Do all the artist really know how to dance well.. CooL!!! ummmm. Ayumi face.....i can't see any wrinkles.. haha.. makes her looks so young.. lol

Step up 2

To those who like to dance, you can watch this movie " Step up 2 " ..

Lyrics ^^

Daughtry..XD

No Surprise

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round

And now I think that I've got it all down

And as I say it louder I love how it sounds

Cause I'm not taking the easy way out

Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus: It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out

When I thought that I wouldn't know how

Held onto it forever just pushing it down

Felt so good to let go of it now

Not wrapping this in ribbonsShouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus: It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow

There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow

God know we tried to find an easier way

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

That's why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out

I bet it's better than where we are now

But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

Chorus: It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go

The warm embrace that no one knows

The loving look that's left your eyes

But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

The End ^^

My Idols !!! like them....

This group is formed by nine girls....pretty and beautiful....Girls' Generation

This group is formed by five pretty girls....Wonder Girls!!!

There are 13 of them....The Super Junior.. woohoo~~

Well, they are 2PM members... nice hair..!!!!

New korean group ___ 2AM ..haha

They are DBSK and Boa ( the girl).. They can dance very well...huhuh~~

^^ This is Big-Bang...They are just so CooL!! XD

These are my idols....are they C.O.O.L ?? sure.. all of them can dance really well.. hope that i can be like them someday ( of course the boy not the girls, cause i am boy ma...)..i like to dance is all because of these groups.. they are all korean anyway..>_<..hard to communicate if i really meet them somewhere, as i don't know how to speak in korean language..i only know a few nia.. like..ummmm~ oh yea.. kamsa-ham-nee-da ( thank you), annyong haseo ( hello) and An-nyong-hi ge-se-yo (bye bye) , if not mistaken.. urgh!!! not enough if i only know this three nia...impossible if they ask my name :" @#$@#**"..and i answer them :" kamsa-ham-nee-da ".. so weird le... hmmmmm. really need to learn more korean language.. and wanna learn how to dance. hope that they can be my "sifu" to teach me how to dance..and they are very very trendy... and their hair !!! SO DAMN COOL!!! can anyone help me to cut my hair as same as my idols hair..(boys' hair not girls' hair) .. nevermind.. i will go to korea to ask for help.. see i can be more handsome or not.. lol.. haha XD hope so..!!

" I Am Legend "

This is the poster of the movie i watched at brother's house.. " I Am Legend "..CooL!! XD

~Whole Day Out~ ( 23/09/09 ) ^^

Well, in the morning of 23/09/09, early in the morning , at about 7.12 a.m , i woke up @.@. I finished bathing and then ready to go to school to attend the chemistry class held by our teacher , Mr. Wong. Hmmm.. I found out that some of my friends did not come for the class ( i mean yiksze, keryn and kahhung ). I thought they already written down their name in the list to those who want to come for the chemistry class .Lol.. not important.. To my surprise, i was so hardworking doing my exercise ( of course not all the time during the class) , and of course my friends la.. like Anderson, Kwang leng and Waifung.. huhuhu!!.. Not long later, teacher finished our lesson and we went back home.. My godbrother , Louis fanshu ( foster brother) was sms-ing with me on the way back home. We ( my godbrother and i ) had planned to spend that afternoon at winner court..I invited some friends too..like Hui shan ( my school mum), Ying kiat ( my school dad and is Hui shan's dear ) and Anderson ( my school brother). They are so pro in playing badminton..After playing for three hours, i went to my brother,louis house to watch movie.. XD.. we watch " I am the legend " , staring by Will Smith.. My brother 's parent are very nice and treated me nice as well.. Happy!!! My brother's mother gave me a present.. but what is it ? It is a secret ><... I wish to go brother house to watch movie again.. haha.. because it is just like being inside a cinema in his house...XD